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Where did you go, thinki? Am I shouting at you?

lol i did not type those words, you did so why dont you explain them?

mine were:

I haven’t shouts in years. If you think I’m shouting it’s probably because your mind has been conditioned to THINK I’m shouting. If I say something that hurts, feel free to label that shouting but to me that’s just you shouting about my unpleasant to hear words. I can’t help that. The same words I couldn’t say a few years freely rolls off my tongue now, which is what was wanted. Don’t punish me in your song for that.

lol i never even considered you were shouting, but sure you can shout or not shout all you want, its of no concern to me

you nor anyone else could ever say anything that could hurt me

its not my song and i have no desire to punish anyone

I give what I get. You can define that has blame. That doesn’t make it blame. I can assure you, I don’t care how you or anyone else twists it anymore. If other people feel guilty, I can’t fix that. But there’s no need to accuse me of blaming anyone when I strictly blame myself.

Well I certainly appreciate your permission but you made it clear that my post made you think of that song. That may be the problem with music today. It sends the wrong message.

This is especially offensive but I’m not shouting about it. I can’t practice the only truth I know because it is mocked and I am mocked because of my past.

lol its just how my mind works, you mentioned red and regs kitchen and thats the song that popped up in my brain

there is no message or problem unless you choose for it to be :wink:

None are righteous.

you cant because it and you are mocked? lol
to keep in context of the song: are you a woman or a mouse?

The feeling is mutual.

This was an especially interesting line. I have been made to feel disgraceful on an almost daily basis for years and not just by Will who I’m sure has to cope with that too. If I make anyone feel disgraced maybe they should stop making me feel disgraceful.
I don’t know how I’m invading your space since this is free space for anyone who wants to be here but I’m willing to take the blame for that too.

If I didn’t give a damn, I wouldn’t be here and I certainly would subject myself to harsh criticism.

Disturbing on a completely different level.

its all about how you choose to perceive things…

you are not…

you can, but i dont blame you for anything lol

The song says you would like to hang me. How should I perceive that?

lol perhaps you should realise that iam thinki the pacifist and that iam not the writer of those lyrics so i did not write them especially for you?

I didn’t say you wrote them for me. You are the one who said I made you think of the song. I’m not going to keep going in circles with you over it. I can only read what you say and try to come to terms with the way you feel because I can’t change anything.

yes i even typed what exactly made me think of that song; “red” and “regs kitchen”

no you can also read something completely different that i did not say and keep moaning about it lol

I’m not moaning. I’m shouting, remember?

Why not? You pretend to know me.