Bodyweight is back down for me after eating pounds of food yesterday and some treats.
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Gunda , am I wrong but didnât you mention you had a special needs son that you are estranged from? Are you dealing with the guilt by constantly pouring out to thinkingaboutit in this back and forth spill my cup fill my cup of emotions?
It seems fervent and passionate and maybe you want transform or exchange for some value for others. Does he represent that to you or give you some false promise as what you do for his amusement somehow returns affection from your son and redeems a past relationship?
It really makes no sense to me and seems so empty. Suicide is a serious subject but did you ever confide in some imaginary friend or corner of your mind that you were thinking about it?
Please break this cycle.
She isnât going to answer you. When the questions get to hard she gets quite. Reg is the same way. Now that I think about it, Nico is that way also.
no, iam not, what question did i not answer?
What do you do for a living, Nico? Do you work?
i play with computers and argue with people, yes but not as much as i used to
So youâre a programmer?
lol no
Then how do you make money?
scroll up
No. I asked you a point blank question. How do you make your money?
ok then i will scroll up and copy paste for you this one time:
Then youâre a programmer?
why are you repeating yourself?
The same reason youâre repeating yourself. Give me a different more clear answer and my reply will be different.
i did not
give me a different question and the answer will be different
Who do you work for?
myself
My sister is sorting old pictures from my parents and sent me a few. There were a few of the very old house, which my parents leveled to build a new one from scratch. These two pictures were made on the roof!!! With no security measures. It was a big house, no bungalow size. It had two floors plus an attic. My next older brother even had his stronger hand bandaged. Today, no parent would do this anymore (me not either, lol). There are also pictures where the roof is gone and I as well as my parents stand on only the wooden construction of the roof with meters of empty space between the wooden beams, lol. Unbelievable. 
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lol very cute, pippi