Also stop suggest a 140 pound bodyweight. It’s obvious what you are saying…
"I want to be be able to overpower somebody when the same is happening to my mind and body
There are people quite strong at 140 pounds and usually quite fast but you don’t even consider that. You just dump off your body like it’s immobilized to any evil thought for effortless actions and sense of power. You simply believe you are physical perfection at 170 or 30 pounds over the largest person you see forcing yourself on. You want not only a mental advance but a physical one. That means a severe disadvantage requires no thought and little resistance.
The weight may clear you on some chart but it’s sick and unhealthy. The flesh needs to be to project those feelings onto others. It is that way because you want to project the violation that made it that way onto somebody else as well.
It is empowerment to you.
This doesn’t have to be towards same gender. You actually use the male gender to make females seem dissatisfying and disappointing in efforts to please you.
Mark, I’ve never suggested or recommended any bodyweight to you. I think you would be healthier and happier at 140 lbs (or 150, or 160), but if you are content at 305 lbs or whatever your current weight is, that’s 100% fine with me. It’s your body, your life, and your choice.
Amputate your legs. You’ll find activities easier and more pleasurable.
It’s your ulcer, your diabetes, your fat and cholesterol.
Your heart is too weak that why you don’t get hard.
Faux turd is your best pick so be it.
You know if you did that a 140 pound person who lifts might be able to carry you around walking in front of his body with some supportive rig or gear.
Do you think you would enjoy being seen like that by others and like the feeling of closeness?
Doesn’t your wife figure it out? You act excited and passionate yet night after night the same lukewarm lovemaking. Failure to produce an erection despite all the ED meds money can buy. You supposedly cherish intimacy but all you extend at best is a something that looks like a party favor piece of dog poop that actually smells the part.
It is sin for you. You like a woman that men will desire to be close with and make them fantasize and yearn about doing so. That’s why you keep the woman, not because you enjoy the closeness to her but to be in the thoughts and minds of those who would be. In your deceit and sin you often find yourself there not just in spirit.
Your fistula riddled adipose and stinking party favor hernia are rejected. Do not try to set it up on anyone else again.
Mark, BBAD is obviously bad for your mental health. I will not ban you but I just think you should reconsider your time here. What I say clearly upsets you, which is not my intention. I just don’t think it’s healthy for you to come here when everything I type seems to set you off.
that actually smells the part.