ah yes… iam curious and like to know more about a lot of things… especially why people think in a certain way or why they do things
in a way iam jealous because it must be very easy and handy to do whatever you want and pretend its not you but some illusional creature
do i suffer? depends what you consider suffering… we all experience pain and loss but i did not have to experience one of my kids to suffer so some might call me lucky
you see gods love… i see kids getting abused and the ones responsible going free because people think their god teaches its servants to remain silent and all are forgiven as long as they pray to their god
i could pretend that i and everyone else is not responsible for their own actions but that would make me a religious person which iam not