Will’s spiritual walk was very person and private to him. I believe he told me he received Christ as his Lord and Savior at the age of 13. Anger and bitterness caused him to lash out at God the same way all little children lash out at parents. That doesn’t separate us from Him. Everyone our Father gives to Christ, He will in no way cast out because there is no condemnation in Christ. I believe, in life, Will walked upright and was morally sound.
The Bible says no man can lay a foundation other than the one already laid, which is Christ.
Now if any man builds upon the foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay or straw, each man’s work will become evident.
Will did not die in vain. Vain means useless because it didn’t achieve anything. You are my witnesses and his that the good work Will set out to do was achieved upon his death. Because nothing Will could have said to me and did say could break the chains of bondage I had. Bitterness had completely consumed me and so, his last act upon this earth was not in vain but completely selfless. Will loved BBAD. It was home to him as it is to all of us. Will was not capable of taking his own life but he did what he thought he had to do to stop his pain.
The loss is mine and ours.
For no one can lay any other foundation than what is already laid which is Yeshua the Messiah. Now if anyone builds on the foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw, each one’s work will become clear. For the Day will show it, because it is to be revealed by fire; and the fire itself will test the quality of each one’s work—what sort it is. If anyone’s work built on the foundation survives, he will receive a reward. If anyone’s work is burned up, he will suffer loss—he himself will be saved, but as through fire.
1 Corinthians 3: 11-15
Will was unable to verbally share these things which were so personal to him but he did share it with us through the music he posted and my heart breaks when I listen to these songs because he gives God the glory through music. I miss him so much.