# Health

**URL:** <https://bbad.com/t/health/936>\
**Category:** Park Bench\
**Created:** [February 18, 2020, 8:24pm UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936 "2020-02-18T20:24:59Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 20\
**Page:** 55

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 4:19am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1093 "2020-07-07T04:19:16Z")

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Quit harassing me, you are racist. I’m a survivalist and you are pushing it.

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**Author:** ![Reg](https://bbad.com/user_avatar/bbad.com/reg/32/6053_2.png) [@Reg](https://bbad.com/u/Reg)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 4:20am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1094 "2020-07-07T04:20:33Z")

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> [@DthBreath](#):
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> All 3 of you have a pot addiction

I dislike marijuana, Mark. I tried it after my surgery last year to help with the pain. It was awful.

> [@Marijuana](https://bbad.com/t/marijuana/65/184):
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> So I’ve been having trouble sleeping. A week ago, I decided to try marijuana for my insomnia. My woman was into the idea so I found a guy who delivered and bought a tray of brownies since I can’t stand the idea of smoking. Nine brownies, extra strong, about $35 USD. I have no idea if that’s a good price or not and don’t care. I figured I’d shop prices if they worked and I became a regular consumer.
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> Anyway, after consulting with some pothead friends and family on WhatsApp, we each ate half a brownie. She got giggly and happy and was clearly high, then after about an hour she started getting paranoid, and then after another hour she got sick and threw up. She was totally stoned and messed up and just lay in bed waiting for the effect to subside. It was extremely unpleasant for her.
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> Me? Nothing. Nada. No effect. I went back to WhatsApp and my pothead friends said to try a tiny bit more (half of half a brownie). I did that. Then suddenly, after about 20 min, it hit me. I was totally stoned and messed up. Disoriented, the room was spinning, couldn’t walk, couldn’t even sit up straight, just lay there. After about an hour, I was a tiny bit better but still wrecked and then I also got sick. I spent about 30 min face down in the toilet throwing up food I thought had long since been digested and then went back to bed and hoped I would die soon.
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> The next day we were both nauseous but I was worse than she was. I didn’t throw up again but I felt like I was going to. After two days, she was fine but it took me four full days to feel human again. The (roughly) 8 remaining brownies went straight into the garbage.
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> I am happy marijuana is legal these days but that doesn’t mean it’s for me. I don’t plan to ever try it again. It was honestly one of the worst experiences of my life.

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**Author:** ![Reg](https://bbad.com/user_avatar/bbad.com/reg/32/6053_2.png) [@Reg](https://bbad.com/u/Reg)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 4:21am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1095 "2020-07-07T04:21:28Z")

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> [@DthBreath](#):
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> Telling me lose 100 pounds or else? Or else what? Keep telling me something is wrong about me.

Mark, I didn’t tell you to do anything. You said you were trying it my way. I told you my way.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 4:22am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1096 "2020-07-07T04:22:26Z")

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Hey you want trouble. Because it is too much for you ego you can’t eat foods you look at. You can’t even swallow foods you prepare.

The marijuana use is why you are deader looking than a wax figure in the sunshine.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 4:25am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1097 "2020-07-07T04:25:52Z")

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You are getting out of control you pedophile. Your too shaky to type or load your gun or even turn your key in the ignition. You drink to inebriation in your condition.

Don’t look to me for pity for help. Expect the opposite.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 4:26am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1098 "2020-07-07T04:26:42Z")

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Don’t just stay in Florida. Stay inside your house. Just like house arrest. Where there is probably a sex offender star representing you on a map.

You are making me look bad. Like I am going to back down from you intimidation. Your threatening me and my peace. Sober up.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 5:49am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1099 "2020-07-07T05:49:28Z")

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If looking at the chicken feet bother you I will remove the picture. But that is not going to change what you see when you look at your hands and feet. Maybe you think you lost the weaker part of yourself and become something more in your law and persecutions, something more of hardness and discipline. That something of the weakest of your humanity was sacrificed to allow place for it.

You are no less fearful, weaker or ashamed of your shortcomings. You are cursed of GOD. Next time you dare raise a hand in anger you will be reminded of just what kind of man you are now.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 5:51am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1100 "2020-07-07T05:51:05Z")

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I’m not going to corrupt myself to make your sinful flesh more tolerable. It is made to be a torment to you.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 6:08am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1101 "2020-07-07T06:08:37Z")

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Something wrong with chickenrella? Not my concern.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 8:06pm UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1102 "2020-07-07T20:06:37Z")

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I don’t have that life to give you. You can’t take that life from others through me. You cannot live in the past being dead in the present.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 8:07pm UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1103 "2020-07-07T20:07:35Z")

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What’s is your point?

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 8:08pm UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1104 "2020-07-07T20:08:13Z")

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You want my life?

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**Author:** ![MyBigMoon](https://bbad.com/user_avatar/bbad.com/mybigmoon/32/723_2.png) [@MyBigMoon](https://bbad.com/u/MyBigMoon)\
**Post date:** [July 7, 2020, 8:08pm UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1105 "2020-07-07T20:08:15Z")

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what is your point?

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 8, 2020, 9:50am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1106 "2020-07-08T09:50:00Z")

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> [@Reg](#):
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> Repeat every day for 1 year. Do not cheat at all. You will weigh about 170 lbs at the end of the year. You will look far better, feel far better, have more energy, and you will have totally stopped farting and burping

Such a well kept gentleman! My worst offensiveness cannot hold a candle towards your “abruptness”.

Topic:Abruptness  
Q:Can you possibly do anything about that?  
A:No.  
Q:Why not?  
A:Because it is just always too rude!  
Q:Why are you abrupt?  
A:Because I don’t want to be called late!  
Q:Even when you are on time?  
A:That’s not what I mean when I say late.

What a ridiculous individual showing up to meal time late!

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**Author:** ![MyBigMoon](https://bbad.com/user_avatar/bbad.com/mybigmoon/32/723_2.png) [@MyBigMoon](https://bbad.com/u/MyBigMoon)\
**Post date:** [July 8, 2020, 10:30am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1107 "2020-07-08T10:30:42Z")

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Who’s the Rican in your family Mark? Your mom or dad? Rican/Filipino. Judging from your body size I would bet it’s your dad.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 8, 2020, 11:28am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1108 "2020-07-08T11:28:53Z")

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Whatever. I can replicate genetics easy. I don’t need parent lineage to be anything. But race is getting much more difficult to me thanks to you. You have made me spend a rather considerable of resources, energy, effort, and time to preserve the for the relations I will have after your passing.

And your passing is near. Don’t think I’ve never been to funeral, burial, or “celebration of life”. Some of the people that I held in such fond regard and were I considered as normal friends were seniors who were not even related to me. I’ve worked with some who spent the last days of their lives working in a low paying low position job whose week long death began at an episode at work. Several people advanced in age are much nearer to the end of their lives due to this pandemic. Some are relatives, some are the parents of close friends whom I see more than their own children I grew up with.  
What concern do I have for a list of locations other than looking for a funerary or cremation center?

I’ve learned to accept that death will take these people from me and possibly all before this year is over. Like it has others. Like it did when I lived with it in mourning when since it first did.

I don’t expect you to live until next year. If you do, so be it. If you don’t I have already accepted and moved on. When your death does come be it most likely from COVID-19 complications to your health I won’t rejoice or mock you for your past disrespect and harassing attacks. I’ll be open to receive the joy of friendships and relations like I have never before. And that is exactly what is going to rush in when that obstacle you are making yourself is finally removed and fill the emptiness of that soulless void your created with your torment.

If you felt it was unfair to you, you more than made everyone suffer for it. I owe you nothing and I won’t waste my time mourning for you.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 8, 2020, 11:33am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1109 "2020-07-08T11:33:30Z")

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Now stop harassing me. I have no plans to make you feel bad about your food and lifestyle choices. I don’t intend to feel bad about mine nor tolerate anyone trying to make me feel that way.

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**Author:** ![MyBigMoon](https://bbad.com/user_avatar/bbad.com/mybigmoon/32/723_2.png) [@MyBigMoon](https://bbad.com/u/MyBigMoon)\
**Post date:** [July 8, 2020, 11:37am UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1110 "2020-07-08T11:37:55Z")

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Fair enough

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**Author:** ![MyBigMoon](https://bbad.com/user_avatar/bbad.com/mybigmoon/32/723_2.png) [@MyBigMoon](https://bbad.com/u/MyBigMoon)\
**Post date:** [July 8, 2020, 12:10pm UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1111 "2020-07-08T12:10:10Z")

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But when you start your crazy talk again, I’ll be back. You are perfectly capable of talking in a sane manner.

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**Author:** ![DthBreath](https://bbad.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/d/57b2e6/32.png) [@DthBreath](https://bbad.com/u/DthBreath)\
**Post date:** [July 8, 2020, 8:46pm UTC](https://bbad.com/t/health/936/1112 "2020-07-08T20:46:27Z")

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Yeah you are a stiff that figures everyone should weigh either 160 or 170 pounds or their condition is “absolutely inexcusable”.

What do you figure is the allowance of impacted fecal matter for that weight? 100 pounds of it? Over half the body mass?

Would you be willing to lose any of that weight? You do need to lose 100 pounds. Don’t act like the same thing applies to me.

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